Sunday, August 26, 2012

Attachments 2.1B part 1

The exams are over which means the attachment period is kicking.  I am in the first bach again because I've changed batch with Pei Shien.  While applying to change, we've met some problems because of that Fucked up Mr Alan.  I dunno what got in his head but I gave him a glare.  GOSH!!!  Just tell me how can people be sooooo rude!  Did their parents and teachers ever teach them manners?  Apparently, the parents and teachers were too focused on the results that they forgot to teach him manners! LOL!!!  Anyway, we resend our application again and Ms Liu, who is our CA 2.1B coordinator, approved of it!!!

 YES!!! Dun you know how long have I been waiting to be separated from that bloody Suk Fen!!!  Yes!!!  Finally.  OMG!!!  She's a pain!  She's a bloody bitch who only knows how to boast abt her bf, boast abt how a male patient molested her, bully me, flirt with a Senior (he is just retaking 2.1) when he alrd has a gf!  She's a total slut I tell you!!!  Come on!  Jonathan( Heather's BF) looks WAY better looking than her bf!  Dun worry, Suk Fen.  I really hate your sluttish looks, your BLOODY FUCKING attitude so the conclusion is I hate you too!!!  You hate me too?  Awesome!  My parents didn't give birth to me just to impress you!  And I am guessing that you are also rude to your elders too huh?  You are just a disgusting ant in my life!

But one sad thing, I won't be working with Chen Li.  :(  I REALLY like working with her as she is my buddy since Year 1.  Haiizzz....  I really hope I can catch up with her real soon!

Ok!  I gotta sleep now.  Tmr is the day of attachment 2.1B with a different group of people in a different ward.  So I am thinking the CI there will be good?  CF too?  Oh yes!  And the Staff Nurses there too!  WISH ME LUCK!!! 

Sunday, August 12, 2012

I love T08!!!

Exam's near, I hope all of my classmates would do well for the upcoming exams. Results would be out on the 3rd week of our holidays and I hope none of us will be separated. I hope all of us will stick together to the very end or to the end of Year 2. Yes. You're right. I LOVE my T08 classmates. My clique which includes Kimberley, Phaik Ting, Sin Yie, Wang Pu, Xiang Quan and Pui See. My sweetie pies: Fadilah and Wei Fang. Thank you Fadilah for buying my birthday cakes and giving me that cute card to cheer me up!


School's over. I've graduated from Year2.1(hopefully). We finish all our assignments and projects and we are preparing for our exams. Done with my NSL theory test and I hope I will do VERY well in it as I have studied really hard for it. I dun want to miss my 2.1B attachments or cross-stream for NSL. I trust God have a plan for me. "Cast all your anxiety on God for he cares for you." I am trying not to think too much of my overall NSL result and concentrate on the other papers instead.

Monday, August 6, 2012


Over the weekends, students of the Nursing course was grieving for the death of one of the smartest girl in school. Even though both of us just walked past each other and didn't really hold a conversation, I was REALLY shocked when I heard the news. In my eyes, she was a cheerful, bubbly, smart and really brave girl. She really left a strong impression on me when she came to school BALD. It seems that she went for the 'Hair For Hope' campagin. Wow. She's really BRAVE!!! I mean, if I were her, I wouldn't EVEN be there. Didn't believe she would do that. I hope she is happy in the other world, a better place in God's arms. May you Rest In Peace. Amen.🙏🙏🙏

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Should I or should I not?

It is coming to an end of my 2.1 semester of Nursing and I am so stressed out abt everything!!!  I failed my recent NSL practical test and I cannot even go for the retest last term.  I dunno what's up with me...  Stayed up all night just to practice and failed in the end!!!  URGGGGHHHHH...   THIS SUCKS!!!  I know Ms Su Fen is gonna nag at me again.  I really hope she would just shut up abt it...  FINE!!!  I am so sad and frustrated....  Can I quit nursing?  I mean I am NOT succeeding as a student nurse, how am I going to succeed as a Staff Nurse?  How am I going to reach my goal as a Nurse Clinician?