Long time no post

Hi girls!

Been really bored today and decided to check out this blog.  Realised that my last entry was 2 yrs ago before graduation!  Yup, time flies and you may not notice it.

Well, just a little update on my life.  Yup, I've graduated from NP and started working.  My first job was considered a nightmare for me.  Imagine you working with uncompassionate, cynical hypocrites. Yeah, a total nightmare if you asked me.  Resigned after 6 months and I am now into my second job.  The first few months was another nightmare but luckily things changed for the better and I have been at the same branch ever since.  

My morale has been very low lately with the changes but who ever likes change?  No matter what you have to keep your spirits up and be professional in everything you do.  I guess that's part of working life.  You will be shocked when you find out that some people exists and you have to be good to them even though you feel like killing them.  Well, that's the bad part.  The good part of working life is that you have to be independent with your finances.  

2 yrs into nursing and I guess getting a degree is the next stop for me.

So yup.  Enough ranting

I will sign out now! 

Countdown to Graduation! Part 1

Hey guys.  It has been a long time since I've updated this blog.  It also has been 2-3mths ever since I've ended my internship.  Finally got my transcript and my nursing license.  What's left for now is getting a job and graduation.

Then there comes my break, job hunting and my recent trip to Bangkok.  Thank goodness the demonstration were all confined at a park near the Government building, Mum and I had a great time exploring Chit Nom and Pratunam.  Bought some nice things for the latest additions for the family, Janine and Asper,  and of course for Dad too.  Bought loads of snacks too.  Enjoyed the foot massage and the boat ride to the floating market (the coconut pancake is nice!).  We were supposed to go to River Kawe but Mum was feeling unwell so we had to go back to the hotel and rest.  Tried the pork noodle soup at the roadside food stall near the hotel and I dun mind going back for it.  The Madam Tussade Museum wasn't that good as I have expected.  Dun really know the Thai stars featured except Nickhun.  The Aquarium, on the other hand, was good.    

The final lap

Hi everyone!  It has been a looonnnngggg time since I blogged.  Guess I won't be able to blog that much now cause *drumrolls* I have started my PRCP (internship to be exact)!  Wow!  Yes!  Face it girl.  You have just 11 weeks left before passing out as a staff nurse.  Scary...  The fact that I am going to graduate and step into the working world in just a couple of months.  Will I be able to adapt well?  I think I have a lot of things I have to improve on.  Being confidant, fast and talkative.  These are the priorities.  Well... Attachments for me so far are still the same.  Nothing much, really.  But everything seems to scare me now....  I just hope to ace this internship, get my diploma and license and start working.

I have also started to think more about my career path.  As you know, I really love kids (which was why I am in Mentoring) and my first choice after the O's was Early Childhood Education or Child Psychology.  But I got into Nursing.  Do I really like Nursing?  I dunno.  Why do you want to join nursing?  Geez...  I have no idea!  Even though I would love to switch career paths after getting my diploma, given my family's financial situation now, I have no choice.  Anyway, even if I want to switch career paths, I am just wasted 3 precious years of my life.  URRRGGGHHH...  THIS IS TOO CONFUSING!  

My last day of holiday

This is the last day of my holidays.  Mixed feelings in my head.  The feeling of wanting to go back to school but not wanting to wake up early in the morning.  I hope everything would go smoothly for me.  Wish me luck! 

hi to all!

hello pals! this is heather speaking~ i talked to shi min recently... had a nice long chat with her on the line:D i'm very busy with my final year project as usual.. concentrating really hard to the max! a major headache i have:) showreel showreel showreel... portfolio portfolio portfolio... so troublesome and all the assignments are due in such a short time.. tend to meet up with the glitter girls members at the end of the year. when my project is done,lets enjoy!! ending off.., Tamara~

Frustrated!!!

I dun really like my CI. She is always never in the ward when I need her to assess me for my skills. There was once I did IV infusion, as she wasn’t there, I had do it with SN Shaun. On the same day, I did oral medication serving with SN May but it was 8pm. CI dismisses at 5pm. Just yesterday, I wanted her to assess me for NG tube feeding but she has to go for a meeting. In the end, I had to do it with another AN. THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING!!! HOW AM I GOING TO GET MY SKILLS SIGNED? I ONLY HAVE 4 BLOODY DAYS LEFT! Then I finally get her to assess me in medication serving, but my attachment mates are all cornering me, I lost my temper, yelled at them to get lost as they were disturbing my thoughts. In the end, she didn’t sign that skill for me.


At the start of this attachment, I was really praying that I could get along with my attachment mates and hope that they are nice people. But it seems no one heed my prayer. The girls in my shift are nasty bitches. Actually, I am fine if they dun treat me as a friend but treat me as a colleague instead. But they treat me as if I was invisible! There were many times when they left me after shift, so I have to walk alone in the dark for 3 days in a row. Whenever I ask them if they are taking bus or MRT home, bus is the answer. So I asked my mum to accompany me home instead. But when they saw the both of us, they went into hiding. It is so clear that they have been avoiding me. I am starting to feel that some Singaporean Chinese girls are total snobs! #justsaying


And the worst thing over this whole saga, my 2 besties, Heaher and Anne didn’t even comfort me about this while I broke down many times today! I feel so disappointed in them!

Attachments 2.1B part 1

The exams are over which means the attachment period is kicking.  I am in the first bach again because I've changed batch with Pei Shien.  While applying to change, we've met some problems because of that Fucked up Mr Alan.  I dunno what got in his head but I gave him a glare.  GOSH!!!  Just tell me how can people be sooooo rude!  Did their parents and teachers ever teach them manners?  Apparently, the parents and teachers were too focused on the results that they forgot to teach him manners! LOL!!!  Anyway, we resend our application again and Ms Liu, who is our CA 2.1B coordinator, approved of it!!!

 YES!!! Dun you know how long have I been waiting to be separated from that bloody Suk Fen!!!  Yes!!!  Finally.  OMG!!!  She's a pain!  She's a bloody bitch who only knows how to boast abt her bf, boast abt how a male patient molested her, bully me, flirt with a Senior (he is just retaking 2.1) when he alrd has a gf!  She's a total slut I tell you!!!  Come on!  Jonathan( Heather's BF) looks WAY better looking than her bf!  Dun worry, Suk Fen.  I really hate your sluttish looks, your BLOODY FUCKING attitude so the conclusion is I hate you too!!!  You hate me too?  Awesome!  My parents didn't give birth to me just to impress you!  And I am guessing that you are also rude to your elders too huh?  You are just a disgusting ant in my life!

But one sad thing, I won't be working with Chen Li.  :(  I REALLY like working with her as she is my buddy since Year 1.  Haiizzz....  I really hope I can catch up with her real soon!

Ok!  I gotta sleep now.  Tmr is the day of attachment 2.1B with a different group of people in a different ward.  So I am thinking the CI there will be good?  CF too?  Oh yes!  And the Staff Nurses there too!  WISH ME LUCK!!! 

I love T08!!!

Exam's near, I hope all of my classmates would do well for the upcoming exams. Results would be out on the 3rd week of our holidays and I hope none of us will be separated. I hope all of us will stick together to the very end or to the end of Year 2. Yes. You're right. I LOVE my T08 classmates. My clique which includes Kimberley, Phaik Ting, Sin Yie, Wang Pu, Xiang Quan and Pui See. My sweetie pies: Fadilah and Wei Fang. Thank you Fadilah for buying my birthday cakes and giving me that cute card to cheer me up!

Stressful

School's over. I've graduated from Year2.1(hopefully). We finish all our assignments and projects and we are preparing for our exams. Done with my NSL theory test and I hope I will do VERY well in it as I have studied really hard for it. I dun want to miss my 2.1B attachments or cross-stream for NSL. I trust God have a plan for me. "Cast all your anxiety on God for he cares for you." I am trying not to think too much of my overall NSL result and concentrate on the other papers instead.

WHY???

Over the weekends, students of the Nursing course was grieving for the death of one of the smartest girl in school. Even though both of us just walked past each other and didn't really hold a conversation, I was REALLY shocked when I heard the news. In my eyes, she was a cheerful, bubbly, smart and really brave girl. She really left a strong impression on me when she came to school BALD. It seems that she went for the 'Hair For Hope' campagin. Wow. She's really BRAVE!!! I mean, if I were her, I wouldn't EVEN be there. Didn't believe she would do that. I hope she is happy in the other world, a better place in God's arms. May you Rest In Peace. Amen.🙏🙏🙏

Should I or should I not?

It is coming to an end of my 2.1 semester of Nursing and I am so stressed out abt everything!!!  I failed my recent NSL practical test and I cannot even go for the retest last term.  I dunno what's up with me...  Stayed up all night just to practice and failed in the end!!!  URGGGGHHHHH...   THIS SUCKS!!!  I know Ms Su Fen is gonna nag at me again.  I really hope she would just shut up abt it...  FINE!!!  I am so sad and frustrated....  Can I quit nursing?  I mean I am NOT succeeding as a student nurse, how am I going to succeed as a Staff Nurse?  How am I going to reach my goal as a Nurse Clinician? 

THE GURLS~~~~!

Hoi Hoi!One of the girls here!Comeback will commence soon as we are deciding our meet up for The Glitter Girls!
The three of us, Shi Min, Anne and Me are in the middle of discussing the date.The Glitter Girls Club will go on and we are still progressing so do watch out for us!yay~!All The Way we go~!GAMBATTE~~~~^^This post is from Heather Lowe.^_^

Frustrated

Was surfing Twitter just now as usual n saw a trend for Justin Bieber. GOSH!!! WTH IS THIS!!! Just tell me. What's so good abt that guy? I know he can sing n dance but I seriously think that this is too extreme. Then Kristine replied me with an angry tweet asking me abt my issues with Justin Bieber. Well. The problem is I DUN LIKE HIM CAUSE I THINK THAT HE IS SPOILT N SNOBBISH!! GET IT? You mean I dun have a choice to idolize who I want to idolize? If you dislike me tweeting like this, then unfollow me. I dun care. You can say I am an anti fan of Justin Bieber, just say it cause I am. Twitter is a free space. Can't I say anything I want? Gosh! This is my opinion.

Things to do

Things to do when I get home:
1) Revise for NR Class Test 1
2) Look for articles
3) Print pics for Michelle
4) Practice for NSL
5) Revise for CMBio lecture n tutorial

Sheezzz....

Stupid me

During lunch, the lecturer just told me that I've not submitted my articles *facepalm*. The class test is also tmr!! Oh shit! So little time, so much to do!!! HELP

Hello!!!

Hey yo peeps!!! It has been a REALLY LONG time since I have updated my blog. Many things had happend during this period of time and it includes having a job experience at Long John's Silvers (LJS), meeting some new buddies and a new school term in Ngee Ann Poly.

I finally found a job at LJS as a part of the dinning crew. During my 3 months there, I made friends with my cool colleagues. I also developed a crush on my fellow colleague, Zack. He's 23 this year, from Shan Dong, the SUPER CRAZY kitchen manager and he has a girlfriend back in China ( Gosh, Shi Min! Just let him go!!!). He's cute looking too!;) Ok now...back to the story. I have left my job there because of my hectic school schedule. Then I got into a Nursing course at Ngee Ann Poly and met loads of people... Awesome huh???

I AM SOOOOOOOOOO TIRED!!!

I am sooo tired today!!! I went to the library to borrow a novel and took a MRT to Bishan to start my job hunt. I have found many job offres and plan to start sending my applications in before the Poly school term starts. I have decided what to do with my pay already.

1. Pay Mummy back my very expensive phone bills
2. Buy Mummy a make up set
3. Save up for SS3
4. Save up for next holiday trip
5. Save up for my school fees and pocket money.

What a boring day!!!

Today STINKS!!!! Firstly, Shi En and Grace cancelled their appointment without telling me. Then Shi En texted me to say that she cannot make it when I was on the way to the meeting place!!! GOSH... This really made me mad at her. Why can't she told me earlier? Instead, I went to Causeway Point for my lunch and my job hunt. The result of the job hunt? It wasn't so good. The manager from Gift A Name thinks I am lying about my age. Even though I got a job hunt experince, I am still mad at Shi En ( even though I told her never mind, it's ok) for betraying ( is this the right word?) me. I could made other plans like watching Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale (pls corret me if I seplt it wrongly) with John! I also can't log in to facebook. TODAY TOTALLY STINKS!!!!

Holidays are here

Haven't been posting anything on this website as I was busy studying for my O levels, which had just ended. Woo-Hoo!!! But my parents' latest quarrel spoilt my holiday mood, thanks to my dad. Both of them quarrelled just because of dinner ( really stupid right?) and it was the eve of the last paper. Now, I feel really bored at home and can't wait for the prom night and the red camp to come. I have also decided NOT to talk to John during the red camp in case he may irritate me and I may hit him. I also dun feel the Christmas spirit...

Twilight Saga: New Moon

Yesterday, I went to Plazza Singapura with Shi En and Heather to watch Twilight Saga: New Moon. Unfortunately, there wasn't a student discount at GV during the school holidays so we have to pay the full price... HMMMM.... Anyway, the movie was really nice. Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson spoke a little louder in New Moon. Love the part when Edward 'proposed' to Bella. It is a totally unromantic and irony proposal! Hate that part when Laurent was killed by a bunch of werewovles( which was Jacob and his friends). Just can't believe that Rachelle Lefevre would not be acting as Victoria in the next Twilight movie....